This past week I have spent far more time than necessary in my own head (not always the best place to linger). The inability to get out of my own way and just BE is a constant battle for me, and from what I hear, for many creatives. Madeleine L’Engle put it so nicely in her book Circle of Quiet:
“Every so often I need OUT; something will throw me into total disproportion, and I have to get away from everybody – away from all these people I love most in the world – in order to regain a sense of proportion… often I need to get away completely, if only for a few minutes. My special place is a small brook in a green glade, a circle of quiet from which there is no visible sign of human beings…. If I sit for awhile, then my impatience, crossness, frustration, are indeed annihilated, and my sense of humor returns.”
It is this sense of humor, the spirit of play, that gets me out of my own head and back into the Flow of things. Today I went over to Kim’s to get some footage for her next video. We spent the morning following threads of ideas and laughing – a lot. Somehow over the past few weeks, I had never gotten around to sculpting the doll character we had intended to use for this video. As it turns out, we don’t even need it.
I guess the lesson learned this week is to play more. To trust more. To trust that by working in the spirit of play, the balance between work and life will work itself out, at least until I find myself in the way again…